Post by KEERAN SCATHE on Nov 16, 2011 17:47:10 GMT -5
| [atrb=border, 0, true][atrb=style, border-left: #373e46 45px solid; border-right: #515c69 4px dashed; background: #d8d8d8; padding-top: 16px; padding-right: 16px; padding-left: 16px; padding-bottom: 12px; -moz-border-radius: 10px; width: 368px;] KEERAN MAB SCATHE ----- versatile, flexible, artistic, ----- twenty-five, angelli, female,  luna || lara jade { make yourself shine } If you could kill anybody in the world and get away with it, who would they be? |
See, I’d say this one person who’s been practically using me, but that would be too damn easy, get it? He’s put me through hell, for a good three years now, and I really do not think that death would be a good option. It’d be too quick and simple. Besides, I’m not one for inflicting physical pain when I know mental pain hurts more. SO I guess the answer would be no. No one is worth that, because my own conscience would be a bitch about it whether or not I’d get caught on top of that.
If you had the choice to save a person's life, but in return yours ends; would you do it?[/color][/b]
I…well…maybe for my grandmother. She might be older, but she deserves it. She took me in after everyone else in my family looked at me like a freak. The old lady deserves it. Though, she’s dead now, so I guess that makes this question null and void. Anyone else could go fuck themselves. My life might be suckish sometimes, but it’s also precious and it’s mine so no one can take my life. Not while I’m not done living it.
What did you get up to last night?[/color][/b]
I had work. I always have work. That’s just the way that it works when you’re a dancer like me. It’s all about the nightlife for these stupid fuckers, that’s all they care about. Who else wants to go to a glorified strip club during the day, right? Its all about the nightlife. SO basically that means I can’t have a nightlife of my own but whatever. The pays good and I love watching those suckers drool over me. I can become whatever the hell they want to see, after all. It’s all in the abilities. One of my usual boys stopped in, paid extra for a private dance or two, and then I was out around four. But I had my camera in my bag, so I did some work with that around town, got some epic shots that will lay around useless in my apartment for a while.
Have you ever been in love? If not, do you want to be?
I’ve been in love, yeah. Or at least I thought I was. He let me fall for him hard. And, I know it’s against policy to fall for a man that you dance for, but he made me feel special. He’d come in every night, for a while, and then after a while he’d start paying for just one on one, but he wouldn’t let me dance, he’d pull me down to sit with me, just chat. Some people are like that, they just want that. And it was nice. He looked at me like a person rather than an object. Then I started dancing for him because I wanted to. I gave him my all. I gave him everything I had. He started to buy me presents, like nice clothes and my camera. And then I found out his real intention.
He knew who I was. Who my family was.
Bastard.
He blackmailed me. Has me do things for him every now and again, still brings presents when he wants to, still treats me like a person when he wants to. But he made me fall for him, made me get attached, and now uses me for all I’ve got. Why? I’m still not sure. I think it has something to do with his work for the paper. But I’d rather use my camera for art, not for the spy work he sends me to do. It’s been three years now and I’m still stuck doing it. But I need the money I get from it sometimes…and without him I’d never have my camera. Plus, as much as I hate my family, they’re still family…they don’t need the shit that would come from people knowing who their little black sheep is.
So I guess now my stand point is this: Love is bullshit. Even though I go both ways, that doesn’t mean I have more love in my life, if anything it just makes me more picky.
I hear you have quite a history. Care to share?
Give the history! And we mean the full history, please make it long enough to tell all with details
Geez, i hear the Council are being bitches these days. Your view on them?[/color][/b]
I don’t give two shits about the council. My “Sugar Daddy” sure does though and that’s probably why I don’t care about them. I try to be everything he’s not.
Idea of a perfect date?
Treat me like a person, not a sex object. Don’t blackmail me for shit. Actually seem to give a shit about what I say. There you go, that’s all I need. Not that I’d ever agree to a date in the first place.
If your life had a slogan, what would it be?
Seeing the world through a camera lens is the safest way to live.
So how do you get your cash?
You hard of hearing or something? I’m a dancer at Luxuria. One of the best, just because I’m flexible and shit. Been doing it since I was at the tender age of 16, though I had to lie and say I was 18 in order to get the job. I’m mysterious looking, pretty but not in a typical way. I think because of this they probably would have taken me for the job even if I hadn’t lied. I’m good at knowing how to move. Plus with my ability as an Angelli, its easy to shift my features and coloring so that way I’m more alluring to just about anyone.
But what I want to do? I want to become a photographer. I want to share my art with the world. I just…can’t. I’m not good enough I guess, and also then I’d be in the spotlight if I was good, and my dirty little secrets would come out.
Your favorite meal?
I like sweet things, but as a dancer I have to watch what I eat. I don’t want to be stick thin like some of the other girls, but with how little I wear to work, you can tell if I’ve gained even a pound. So I’m careful about it but I love cherry Lifesavers. They’re practically an obsession.
So times are hard, aren't they? What can you do to protect yourself?[/color][/b]
Times are fucking hard. You’re damn right. But as for what I can do…I managed to bypass the ability to elevate or change the mood in an area because of the fact that it all went towards that other Angelli ability. I can change my skin tone, my hair color, and my eye color—though I rarely do—at a faster pace and more clearly than most other Angelli’s I have ever met. The rate at which I can do it astounds some people and I can change more times than most people that I have met before. It’s a skill I’m damn proud of and I use it at work a lot. Other than that, I’m fit enough and agile/flexible enough to avoid getting hit most of the time.
Wow, you have quite a reputation around here. How'd you get it?[/color][/b]
I really hope that I don’t have a reputation. That’s the whole damn point. Oh! You mean, like, me? Okay fuck yes I do then. My old persona has a reputation because I’m the daughter of two famous performers. But me? I have my own personal reputation. I’m a good dancer, and I can change my looks to be whoever you want, so why shouldn’t I have my own personal reputation? People often tell me they feel like they have no idea who the real me is though, which would be accurate. I’m aloof and I keep to myself. After that first time, I try not to let the customer be more than that, a customer. And I only have a few close friends because I can’t risk more than that. I’m not a bitch though, I don’t have an attitude and I won’t mock others. I’m straight with people, that’s all.
Do you like your family?
Like I mentioned earlier, my parents are performers, actors and the like, and they do well for themselves. Also, like I mentioned, I had a twin sister. Anything beyond that isn’t needed. I don’t see them anymore so they’re not important. Anyone I cared about enough to stick around for in that family is dead.
Good or evil? Which do you choose?[/color][/b]
I’m more on the dark side of things, due to the person I work for and the lifestyle I live. But I’m not a big power player, so what’s the big deal?
So are your sheets being tousled or what?[/color][/b]
I try not to take my work home with me, so no it’s not my sheets per se that are tousled. But I do get sex often enough. Mostly at work…sometimes I do take my work home with me or let my work take me home with them if you get what I mean. I go both ways, and I’m not all that picky when it comes to getting paid to do it. I detach myself from it and the other person entirely, but the people who come in don’t always mind it. But when it happens on a personal level? I’m very picky. I’ll let people take me home from a bar or being out only if I feel like it’s worth it and they interest me enough. But like I said earlier, love is still bullshit.
If you had to chose, what is your least favorite thing about yourself?[/font][/color]
I don’t let people around me that often. I don’t have many friends or people that I’m close to. I’m too scared to actually start doing photography for myself. I’m too afraid I’ll fail. A lot of the time I hate myself for turning into just what other people want to see. I blame myself for my sister’s death. I blame myself for being too chicken to just be myself and not care about what happens to my family. Need I go on? Fucker.
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{ introduce yourself }
holy shit, LUNA is that you? we haven't talked for close to 8 or 9! that is just ridiculous.
we should meet up sometime; ADMIN
ok?{ show off those skills, baby }
I KNOW I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH POSTS FOR ANOTHER CHARACTER. I’M JUST MAKING THE APP. I WILL NOT POST WITH KEERAN UNTIL AIDAN HAS 10 POSTS. I DO NOT BREAK MY OWN RULES.
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