Post by ARIANNA "NIXIE" SYMPHONIA on Jul 14, 2011 22:41:17 GMT -5
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arianna “nixie” symphonia,
twenty-two, shade, female, bold, artistic, moody,
LUNA biatch || Hanna Beth Merjos
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Answer to the best of your ability...but no one word answers!
[/color][/b]If you could kill anybody in the world and get away with it, who would they be?
My mother. No seriously. I’m not kidding. My mother. Oh, you want to know why? Well I shall count the ways for you. She kicked me out and then only took me back after my Mark of Poseidon was discovered and I was brought onto the Council. Yeah, she only gives a shit about me if I’m like….famous or something. Bitch. She also only kicked me out because I was matched to an Angelli I haven’t even fucking met yet and she’s an elitist. I mean, really? She’s so stupid. I would totally kill her and free myself. Okay...maybe not kill cause my sisters don't mind her that much. Ya know what, as long as she's out of my life, I don't care.
If you had the choice to save a person's life, but in return yours ends; would you do it?[/color][/b]
I would try to make their last moments as happy and painless as possible. What? Am I supposed to lie and pretend to be selfless? No shit. Who would actually let themselves die for some other person you may not know? No, fuck no. I mean, I’m not the type to slaughter people, but I need to be alive. Gods only know that if I die I’ll be replaced by a dark on the Council and its hard enough to keep the balance as it is. SO no, I wouldn’t do it. But I wouldn’t be cruel about it.
What did you get up to last night?[/color][/b]
Huh, lets see. Last night…okay, so earlier last night I was working on my art. I’m an artist you know, that’s not something I hide so yeah, you probably do know. I paint by the way, acrylics and watercolors. But anyway, I was working on my latest project…it’s a lake scene if you must know…and then I got bored. I headed to Pantheon after that. I don’t like the whole…dress up and be classy scene, but I like that I don’t have to wait. And hey, a club is always a fun scene. Plus, as a Council member you gotta show you don’t think you’re above everyone else, ya know?
Have you ever been in love? If not, do you want to be?
I’m not in love. Not yet, but I could be? I have a match I just haven’t met him yet. How do I know I have a match? What are you stupid, when you get matched you know its like…you know. But I haven’t met him, so the bond isn’t set in stone. Aka I can get away with running a bit wild. Though, I’d like to meet him. I know he’s Angelli, that’s about it. I’d like to fall in love I think. I never have before.
I hear you have quite a history. Care to share?
No. I hate sharing my history. Seriously? I have to? Really. Okay fuck. Fine.
My family has always been kind of…well off. Probably because of my mom. My grandfather started some big company that did who cares what in the time of the war, probably made weapons knowing the way my family works. Anyway, he made a shit ton of money, which allowed my family to live in the lap of luxury and all that stuff. Anyway, Mom was kind of well known because she’s a big public activist for Shade Purity and is totally against the Angelli because she’s completely racist that way. And she never settled down. My two oldest siblings have one dad who ran off after my older sister was born, I have a totally different one who also ran off sometime before I could get a solid memory of him, and then there’s my younger sister’s dad who looked like he was going to stick around until he died. The irony? The dad that almost stayed was an Angelli. It kind of cemented my mother’s hate for who knows what reason. I suspect my father was secretly Angelli too or at least had Angelli blood, how else would I have blue eyes?
So, I was raised by a nanny because Mom never really cared about any of us, not really, not the way a mother should, and I never really met her. My nanny was an artist, I used to watch her work all the time. When I was tiny, I thought she was my mother, and when I got older I wished she was. She taught me how to paint, mostly to keep me calm because before I painted I was a bit of a wild child. I still am, I can just temper it with art the same way I did when I was small.
When I was about 14 or so, mom got rid of the nanny, when I started slipping and calling her mom again instead of the woman who gave birth to me. Guess you could call her the jealous type. It didn’t bother me much because I was 14 and could still visit her, I did often too. Until someone murdered her. It hardened me a bit I guess you could say, made me less likely to love and trust…and awakened a lot of the Shade tendencies I had but had been ignoring. I guess you could say it made me even more wild in those days. I went to a club the next night, and got drunk. It was at Noct, an accident really because I wasn’t supposed to go to Nox but it’s the only place I can go that’s away from my fucking mother, so I went.
I lost my virginity. Woke up entirely blurry and no idea where I was. Realized I was naked, got dressed and ran. Mom was furious with me. I told her all that happened, because I was totally stupid at that age I swear, and she hit me. Like actually hit me. I had a black eye for a while. I ignored her then, and went so deep into my painting that I didn’t come out for a while. I created some damn good work too, but that’s not the point. I receeded into myself.
Anyway, when I hit 16 I figured out I had a match. It was an Angelli. How do I know? Well you know how they say you usually know a little bit about your match before you meet? Apparently that’s my big clue. They’re Angelli. Jeez, thanks world for giving me such an awesome clue. I tried to keep it from my mother, but I made the mistake of telling my little sister, who I love, who then told my mother because she thought she was helping. I don’t hold it against her.
I hold what my mother did against her though. She kicked me out. At 16 years old she put me out on the streets. And I spent two years, on the Alleys and slums and sneaking into hotels when I could, on the streets. With no one to take care of me but myself. It makes you grow up damn quick, you know? And I did. I also got really wary and learned how to defend myself…the whole, Shades can blend into the shadows thing really comes in handy when you’re in situations like that. I’m not going to get into details with this though. I was on the street for two years, that’s all you need to know.
I was in the park, painting with supplies I had gotten, please don’t ask how, when it happened. My Mark surfaced. I don’t know how it stayed hidden for 18 years when most’s surface right away, but I guess I wasn’t ready for it yet. Anyway, I was sitting there with an open backed shirt, and someone noticed it, the blue rain drops going down my back, five of them, as big as my thumb, in perfect detail, two on one side of my spine, three on the other, and they are spaced out enough to ttake up my whole back. Someone called my attention to it, gave me a mirror, and took me to the council. So that’s how I ended up a council member and off the streets at least. Someone hooked me up with a floor in the pent house, free of charge for the first month until I started getting my salary as a Council Member, and now I pay for it myself.
And then my mother learned about my mark.
She came taking me right back in, and because it was public I couldn’t’ get away with saying no. It would make me look like a demon for turning away my own mother who just wanted to help—that was the image she projected. And now I was on the council, so I had a damn image to uphold. I took her back into my life, but I refused to move back in. And I don’t visit either. She just randomly barges over to bug me. And that’s my history in a nut shell I guess…
Geez, i hear the Council are being bitches these days. Your view on them?[/color][/b]
Are you seriously asking me this question? Idiot, I’m on the council. Okay fine, I’ll share about the rest of them. Honestly, often I just try to relax and go with the flow. Its not all that easy to ruffle my feathers even if I act like it is sometimes. Okay, that’s kind of a lie, I have a temper, but I try to make it seem like I’m more laid back, you know? Anyway, often I just pretend to be a lot quieter and calmer than I am because I’m still trying to decide if I like my fellow council members or not, and I don’t want to be the center of attention until I know. There, that’s all I got.
Idea of a perfect date?
I don’t really date. But I guess the perfect one would have to be something…spontaneous. I get bored too easily if it’s planned. And please don’t give me that whole…movie and dinner deal. If you can’t think outside the box than it’s done before it even starts. Sorry, that’s just how it is.
If your life had a slogan, what would it be?
Huh. Interesting question. Let’s see… “Life isn’t about avoiding the storm, it’s about learning how to dance in the rain” I spent most of my life being scared and running or hiding away. Not anymore, now I want to live. And I intend to.
Your favorite meal?
Anything with chocolate. Welcome to my weakness, I’m one hell of a choco-holic. I can’t help it, I’m addicted to the stuff. It’s the perfect peace offering if I’m mad at you, and if I have a bar of chocolate in my hands, it is usually when I’m my most laid back Love of my life, can I change my earlier answer about love? I found the only love I’ll ever need…chocolate.
So times are hard, aren't they? What can you do to protect yourself?[/color][/b]
Well, duh, I'm an informer. And a damn good one. This means I can see into your mind for those of you that don't have a clue. I'm a telepath. No I can't dig deep into your subconscious without trying, but those little thoughts on the surface? Those come to me all the time, though I've learned how to block the suckers out. Honestly, I'm damn good and I know it, you have to be trained to keep me out. And if I'm searching for something, some memory or thought for the Council? You are shit outta luck.
On top of that, I'm good at the whole...disappearing act. Both with the shadow bit, like I can fade into the shadows if I stay still, and normally. I'm good at just shutting up, sitting back, and watching. Unless you piss me off enough.
Wow, you have quite a reputation around here. How'd you get it?[/color][/b]
How’d I get it? Well lets see…mother was always a big name, like I said, and that kinda had me in the public eye since I was little, even more so now that I’m a council member. People who know me just as a council member know I usually try to stay fair and see both sides…mostly because I’d hate to be like my mother who favors one side or the other. Those who know me from the clubs know I’m always up for a good time. I don’t have many people I call friends right now, but when I do and if I do, they’d know me as a kind of moody, stubborn girl but is always up to laugh and will always have their backs. And as for my sisters? They always know I am always there to stand up for them, even if I am second youngest.
Do you like your family?
Didn’t we cover this? Oh wait, we only kind of did. You know I hate my mother. That’s about the long and short of it and I’m not going to start ranting about her fame-grabbing ass again, okay?
I’ll tell you about my siblings then, because Dad is out of the picture, so theres only my siblings to talk about.
Sharai: Oh good Gods above, she’s the sweetest girl to ever walk this planet. And she’s the youngest of us at 14 so, that’s saying something right? I mean, you always want to protect your baby sister but I would literally defend her to the death. Rai is a kind soul, she even likes our mother for some God-only-knows reason. I don’t ask, I don’t try to understand, but I also don’t speak bad about mom around her, ya know? I don’t need to upset her. She seems to think the world is a good place. But I guess she gets that from her dad. He was an Angelli, and she really took after him.
Danni: Danni’s more of a wild child than I am really. She’s next oldest after me. She really shows off her full Shade heritage, wild and lustful, a bit greedy at times, a bit violent. I love her but we’ve never really been close. She went kinda nuts after she learned that her dad left before she was even born.
Merri: Merri is the most maternal woman ever. That’s really all there is to it.
Good or evil? Which do you choose?[/color][/b]
Like I’ve said, I’m not really either but I guess I’m more good than evil. I won’t sacrifice myself to save others, but I don’t’ let things not be fair either. I’m very for the mixing between Shades and Angelli, I’ve never seen anything wrong with it, and I’m also pretty good at keeping the balance when I need to. So I guess I’d say I’m Good, but not heavy on that.
So are your sheets being tousled or what?[/color][/b]
Fuck yes, of course they are. Like I said, I haven’t met my match yet so I can still have my fun and I intend to. I’m always open for more than one fling or two, and I shall keep myself open for that as long as possible. I don’t care if half of my appeal is being a council member, does it matter? I can still have my fun and go wild as often as I like.
If you had to chose, what is your least favorite thing about yourself?[/font][/color]
Umm, lesse, either my wild need to curse constantly, or my totally distrusting nature. I tend to put people off with my cursing and they don’t see that I can be a very good person when I need to be because of the cursing, it tends to make me look bad or ignorant but I can’t help it. And the distrusting…I know it’s better to trust people sometimes, I just can never bring myself to do it.
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holy shit, LUNA is that you? we haven't talked for too many! that is just ridiculous.
we should meet up sometime; Admin biatch ok?
Show Off;;
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